Since I graduated in 2005 (6 years ago), I have made countless efforts to be apart of my families lives. I have gone back for:
Christmas
Thanksgiving
Birthdays
Births
Baby Showers
Weddings
and just to say hey whats up.
When I am home, I visit my tio's my tia's my mom, my friends, and as many people as I can in the short time I am usually allotted
And yet I am told, "Why haven't you called your tio", "why are you not coming for this year for thanksgiving." Told that I need to make a better effort to call for birthdays and shit.
Now let me ask you..... how many of you have come to see me. In San Diego, Santa Cruz, or San Francisco.
The only time anyone has ever come to see me is when they needed a place to crash when they were passing through town, getting me out of jail, or helping me move. I am very grateful for the help, but as soon as the task was completed, they were gone sooner than they got here.
Not ONCE did they stop to see where I work, meet my friends, visit my school.
Can u tell me who my best friend is, cause Ive known her for 5 years now. tell me. FUCKING TELL ME.
I know where u work, ive probably been there, i make it to your parties, i meet your friends.
Well FUCK ALL OF YOU.
NO MORE. Im done with all your bullshit. you do not know what it is to be a family and I do not have the effort to teach you.
YOU WANNA BE APART OF MY LIFE? than fucking do it. Cause my patients just wore out and im done trying to be apart of yours.
